Sunday, April 18, 2010

Life (and Lexapro): Day 4.

Today I feel better. I can't describe it, unless it's like a film or haze has cleared and everything is just a little more clear. Or maybe I feel lighter. Or maybe I just feel rested.

I slept much better last night. I woke up twice, the first time at 5:23 and the second time at 6. I rolled over once each time, and kept sleeping. A vast improvement over the last few nights when I woke up every half hour and tossed and turned in between.

This morning I've showered and dressed and eaten a bowl of cereal, even though I wasn't really hungry. I figured maybe I'd be hungry by lunch if I went ahead and ate a little something now.

I'm going to church with my parents and my baby; my husband is working, so we'll meet up with him for lunch later. I don't particularly care to go, but I'm supposed to be doing stuff, and this counts as well as anything else. Besides, I definitely have to go to the grocery store today after skipping yesterday.

Last night was uneventful; I apologized for abandoning them and giving up and we talked a little about feelings. Then they watched the baseball game (apparently it was a good one) and I searched puppies (I found a few). They stayed up to watch Chonda Pierce on the Wanda Sykes show; I fell asleep on the floor.

It was nice.

I feel like I have a little momentum, this morning, and I'm hoping it lasts for the whole day. I'd really love to finish up some work in the garden and make it look nice enough to take a picture; my rose bush looks just like my memory of the roses in Alice in Wonderland.

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